It was his fault and he knew this after a while
It took him years to surface this discovery
He was better off before when he couldn't place it
He was better off before, left there to wonder
"Do I wear a sign that says, please mistreat me?"
So why?
His schoolgirl crushes never returned
Debilitated
With a childhood shyness and crippled words
Left him wondering
"Do I wear a sign that says, please mistreat me?"
So why?
As he got older
He grew colder and uglier on the inside