State Of Mind Lyrics

The merits of my acts had never mattered much to me;
Was I right or wrong... Was I proud or not...
I don't want to end with regrets
so now I try to make things right,
learn from the mistakes made in the past.
Cause I do not want to be
the silly stupid guy I used to be
nor this f*cking asshole label stuck to me
I want to make up for loss time
cause I don't know what tomorrow holds in store for me

The seeds of stupidity that I once sowed have grown
now,
poisoned fruits of all my mistakes,
and constantly remains the bitter taste of regrets,

reminding me of all the people that I've harmed,
and all the stupid things I've done.
The ghosts of my past mistakes haunt me everyday,
as this voice inside my head telling me to be up to scratch, and face the situation
stop hiding me behind my so called innocence.
I want to make up for loss time
cause I don't know what tomorrow holds in store for me

The seeds of stupidity that I once sowed have grown
now,
poisoned fruits of all my mistakes,
and constantly remains the bitter taste of regrets...
Shit, it feels like everytime
I try to turn my darkest pages over
past comes crashing down on me,
at every turn, relentlessly...

Looking back... what can I say?
I know there are things I've done the wrong way,
please tell me what it will take to redeem myself.
I try to be as fair as I can but
looking back whats left except the bitter taste of
regrets

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