give me the strength to get back up
you push me down
you shut me out
it was a slap to the face
you made me feel low
lower than i've ever felt before
thoughts cross my mind and now i find
i'm all alone and no one cares
and no one cares
all my dreams turn to nightmares
hating myself, hating who i am
dying inside and i won't deny
i'm searching for that someone i can't find
no one to talk to, to call my friends
when will this pain end
i want to give up 'cause i know that you don't care
and you don't care
you think you're safe and sound
but goes around comes around
and i won't wait for you to try
and it will all come down on you
and there's nothing you can do
'cause i've got way too much pride
now it's over, i know how you feel
and i know you live a lie
there's nothing left to do, i've done all i can
so i leave it up to you.