I get up
And it’s over
It’s always over
It’s raining and I’m burned
And it’s late and you’re gone
And I can barely remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another week
There must be something going on…
A nagging sense of shame
I can’t explain
An acrid taste of smoke and blood
And tears and drugs
And every inch of me is raw
And it’s always f*cking over
It’s raining and I’m blind
And it’s late and you’re gone
I can’t do this anymore
Keep getting there
It’s over
It’s always over
It’s raining and I’m cracked
And it’s late and you’re out
And I can’t quite remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another year
There must be something coming down…
A sweetly sour unease
It’s like a tease
A broken dream of guilt and fear
And spit and steel
And every piece of me in pain
And it’s always f*cking over
It’s raining and I’m cold
And it’s late and you’re out again
Run my head around it
Like I know I really miss her
“But I always want to do it now”
She told me in a whisper
I try so hard to place it
Wonder why I really feel it
When to send the pretty flowers
Maybe helps her to believe it
Run my tongue along it
Oh the taste is something sicker
“But you know you have to do it now”
She told me in a whisper
It only takes a second
But the second lasts forever
“Close your eyes
And let me take you down… ”
And I get up
And it’s over
It’s always f*cking over
It’s raining and I’m wrecked
And it’s late and you’re…
No I can’t remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another life…
I lost another life
Oh I can’t do this anymore
No
I can’t do this anymore
NY Trip
“One by one they drop” you said
“Left us two on a ride stopped dead… ”
“It’s monkeys on the track
All fell out of their tree…
Lost their tails” I said
“In the deep dark sea… ”
So take me on the ice and push me around
And every time I fall I kiss the ground
You skate on by without a sound
Yeah I’m in love with you cold
Any warmer and I drown
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Oh anything at all
I’m only here to please you
In any way I can
There’s really nothing in the world
I won’t do
To get a New York Disney smile from you
Ow! You’re so beautiful it hurts
Ow! The most beautiful girl I ever…
Ow! Too beautiful for words
Now please! Inside beside me
And let’s take on the world
“One by one they drop” you said
“Left us two on a ride stopped dead… ”
“It’s hard to be sure
But I swear they’re whales
Swimming down the line
Spitting monkey tails… ”
So drag me on the floor and get me to twirl
And every twist around I buss you first
You spin right through
A perfect blur
Yeah I’m in love with you quick
Any slower and I burst
Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Yeah anything at all
I’m only here to please you
In any way I can
There’s really nothing
I won’t do
To get a New York Disney smile from you
Ow! You’re so beautiful it hurts
Ow! The most beautiful girl I ever…
Ow! Too beautiful for words
Now please! Inside beside me
And let’s take on the world
“One by one they drop” you said
“Left us two on a ride stopped dead… ”
“It’s vultures on the rail
And they’re packed down tight
Best get close” I said
“This could take all night… ”