Looking Like A Ghost Lyrics

LOOKING LIKE A GHOST

this is breaking my heart- making me sick and it's gonna leave a scar
i don't know why i got involved in the first place
you want attention, well here it is
you said you're starving for attention, but is it mine or his?
love was never kind to me
it gave me a girl who got a little bit bored and decided to give it a whirl with someone else
but don't mind me, i'm just your past and your present and your future
maybe just a little better suited for you
the warm weather makes me nervous
i never know where you are, where you'll be, what you're hoping i'll never see
we get a little bit drunk at the bar
i'm looking for conversation and you're looking for something harder
i can't believe this shit is real
i'm reliving my past without a chance to heal
maybe i'm taking this a little too hard
but i won't apologize, you've taken this way too far

you act like you don't even know me, like you don't even care you're slipping deeper into nothing
you're looking like a ghost

i will never forget the two of you, face to face
both of you in the drivers seat, face to face
you could only dream about how bad it tastes
it's the person that you love looking for a replacement
if all you wanted to do is get drunk and destroy me
i've been doing that on my own since i was eighteen
showing up at dive bars, showing off my heart scars
pulling on the seems and let it bleed, just let it bleed
she had dreams of a white dress, friends and an isle decorated in all the current styles
but now all i see when i try and fall asleep is that motherf*cker telling you just to roll with it
i wanna quit everything and just f*cking forget about it
i wanna quit my job, but i've got to make deposits
got so many words to fit in tiny little spaces
hoping in my heart that my memory erases

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