I feel I'm back up from the dead / Aw shit lemme tell you bout the trouble that been happening to me it's like I'm lost in the head / I was fine one day then the next I was feeling a panic run inside a me had my eyeballs bled / I tried to take a breath up inside a my chest but I felt I couldn't breathe / My mind started slipping and tripping wondering what the f*ck is happening and really going wrong with me / And so I cycle in the mind tryna self diagnose inside a my own ghost put the haunts on me / I got the devil taunting me / I'm seeing angels everyday they singing songs to me / You thinking just another rapper tryna rhythm another rhythm but I'm living what I've written so it's hard to be / Up in a panic attack that got me battling back / I swear to God there's a devil tryna martyr me
[Chorus]
Is This how it's Gonna Be / I Hope Not / Cause I can barely breathe in a body lock
Is this How It's gonna be / My friend / Hell No / I'm coming back from the dead
Is This how it's Gonna Be / I Hope Not / Cause I can't even breathe like the body's shocked
Is this How It's gonna be / My friend / Hell No / I'm coming back from the dead
[Verse 2]
Now I'm in a state a mind like a ping pong / back and forth baby but the time to remain calm struck witta feeling in my gut rite along witta thought that I got to remember I remain strong / I'm from da grain long / ain't nobody bang on / Been through hella trouble but the game still remain wrong / Even when I'm muzzled and I'm calm I get rained on / What the f*ck is going on Sean got me talking to myself while I try to get my health to remain on / In the lane wrong rollin 7-5 / As I'm reminiscing visions of the past when I felt forever young like a life has just begun and a mother f*cking Loc would never ever really die / But these Time's been a changing just look into my eyes / You will see the re-arrangement of everything inside / And it's gonna take a hell of a lot more to bring my demise
[Chorus]
Is This how it's Gonna Be / I Hope Not / Cause I can barely breathe in a body lock
Is this How It's gonna be / My friend / Hell No / I'm coming back from the dead
Is This how it's Gonna Be / I Hope Not / Cause I can't even breathe like the body's shocked
Is this How It's gonna be / My friend / Hell No / I'm coming back from the dead
[Verse 3]
I Spent a year tryna connect greater wit the source and the one they call alpha omega my creator / it's a miracle I made it / No food No water no sleep and I got incorporated with the things from on high / And the veil that was pulled blindside from the eyes / like I died / but sustained by the ghost / Now I'm back up from the dead a wit a lot I wanna share with every one of all my Locs / Spokes spin while I grin through the sadness / Troubles temporary don't you give in to the madness / Once you hit the bottom you appreciate the top and learn a light and life a love is all you got despite the tragics / You can live again / Don't give up / Just get up / and appreciate the life and the time that you got / Rise Up from the dead and be clear in the head cause another day a living never promised to the flock
[Chorus]
Is This how it's Gonna Be / I Hope Not / Cause I can barely breathe in a body lock
Is this How It's gonna be / My friend / Hell No / I'm coming back from the dead
Is This how it's Gonna Be / I Hope Not / Cause I can't even breathe like the body's shocked
Is this How It's gonna be / My friend / Hell No / I'm coming back from the dead
I stay thankful for the good times and the bad times / grateful / for everything I have / Everything in life is a learning lesson / use your time wisely, you need to learn something / cus the time is short / to progress / much to learn / to move on / much to do / and if you're going through something rite now / stay strong / pick yourself back up from the dead / if you're going through hell don't stop / just keep on walking