Idk Lyrics

[1st Verse]
"It's complicated" I've often stated
When the question gets soft and faded
'Cause before the lesson I'm lost and jaded
Gotta' take a rest when I've almost made it
Like we almost made it, then it switched up
And I get stuck with my wrist cut and I gotta get up
Like this sucks, but this is just a lesson in perception
You don't know what you know until you second guessin'
I tend to go to and fro with the perception
That I don't really know any mo' than the next man

[Bridge 1]
So I lied if I told you that I wasn't confused
I think God that I'm not the one that's making the rules
I would have died if I was the one shaking the tools
I would have tried to fix it and would just be making a fuse
Tryna figure this life out with no pain
I got the finger prints I ain't got no name
Tryna find a match in a room filled with Propane
So to get the answers only brings more pain

[Verse 2]
No game, When you try to figure it out but you really can't see the whole thing
Cobain, when you think so hard that you decide that you dont want to brain
Like, blow it all away throw it all today
Maybe its because we didn't take him seriously when he came to us in confidence and told us all to pray
Cause these are suicide tenancies, where you decide Hennessy
And they decide to hit the blunt and I decide to take vengeance on my enemies
And the energy this thrown out of balance with this challenge of this misused talents
Cause we all tryna find an escape route But time a fine line that you can't fake out
So now you stuck with memories that you can't take out

[Bridge 2]
I can't take out the pain
I can't shake out the shame
But I feel something when I break out the vein
So i sit here and just stake out the rain
Cause I see red, but I feel blue
So they gon' take me to prison if its still true
But my bars suppose to help me escape
So I'm confused when the cell doesn't break

[Verse 3]
Maybe I do, or maybe I don't
So by the time that were through, maybe Ill say what they won't
Because I've been looking for answers for so long
And I finally found some
But who am I to tell this guy, my friend he's so wrong
And what he thinks sounds dumb
Cause I love him so much I don't want to see him miss it
I've seen the lord touch the most lowly of misfits
And I doubt sometimes, I wonder if this it
This is life or death do I want him to risk it?
For my findings, following the signing (kindly)
Following the signing that
Push for action even if pain on your back
Cause even if your brain dead you let your heart attack
Cause this house is burning, but I'm warm, so its cool
And that's a paradox that can't treat me, cause there's no medicine for being a fool
Cause Ill watch my demise if I like how it looks
Cause the master of lies taught us all to be crooks
That fiend for the screen
Makes you think about what it means to be seen
Cause were all acting and we scream for the scene

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