I'm the last one to understand
You won't find footing for sure
There's not really even
a soft place left to land
Heavy chop falls against the grain
This thing echoes for miles
All frayed inside of it,
to the middle ring
And I want to feel
something way out here
I need something to happen now,
even if it f*cks me up
Come visit me
way out here
I need you to see me,
even if it makes it worse
So send a note to me
that says a nice thing
But can't unfray the mess
A million tiny splinters,
the ax still ringing
Glue them all together
to build a new thing
A mostly nice place to be
A noble triumph come see,
an absolute feat
And I want to feel
something way out here
I need something to happen now,
even if it f*cks me up
Come visit me
way out here
I need you to see me,
even if it makes it worse
I would have never left you alone
way out there
If I could have heard anything at all
And I want to feel
something way out here
I need something to happen now,
even if it f*cks me up
Come visit me
way out here
I need you to see me,
even if it makes it worse
And I want to feel
something way out here
I need something to happen now,
even if it f*cks me up
Come visit me
way out here
I need you to see me,
even if it makes it worse