For Never After Lyrics

If there are two sides to everything…
Then I will walk right down the middle
with all thats been taken from me,
I dont have very much left to give.
I thought I could do anything…
But i cannot kill the monster in the mirror
please understand my disarray
and I’ll understand if you cant forgive

I took all of my beatings and I laid here broken
choking down all of the words I had spoken
I tried for so long to hide my emotions
at the bottom of a bottle where my life was stolen
I couldnt focus, my mind was like an ocean
the waves were crashing down, crushing and leaving my
hopeless
by the time i even got my f*cking eyes open
it was too late, and things were already in motion
I couldnt slow it down, nobody could know how
the failure king had become little more than a f*ckin
clown
I know it doesnt really mean all that much now,
but know that I missed you every second I wasn’t
around.
So now i’ll spend my days just wondering what coulda
been
if only what I know now, I had known then
but I made a choice, I could hurt you over and over
again,
or do it one last time and let it be the end.

If there are two sides to everything…
Then I will walk right down the middle
with all thats been taken from me,
I dont have very much left to give.
I thought I could do anything…
But i cannot kill the monster in the mirror please understand my disarray
and I’ll understand if you cant forgive

I was only doin what I thought was best
If I hadnt let you go, then you’d hate me like the rest
I AM the failure king it even says it on my chest
and trust me when I say I earned that title through
regrets
I just couldnt make you share the weight of the crown
I couldnt be the one to drag you under, watch you drown
The only thing left for me to do was step down
and let you live your life, Im so proud of you now.
Pain is the name of the game that I play
its a race, and the pace that I keep isnt safe
and that ace up my sleeve? Well you see, it’s a fake
and it’s just too risque so I forced your escape
Cuz the weight of the hate that I wear everyday
it’ll take you, and break you, and make you a slave
for the sake of delaying your need to efface me
I saved you, the day I made you walk away.

and I pay for my mistakes everyday of my life
and I face my disgrace every day im alive

If there are two sides to everything…
Then I will walk right down the middle
with all thats been taken from me,
I dont have very much left to give.
I thought I could do anything…
But i cannot kill the monster in the mirror
please understand my disarray
and I’ll understand if you cant forgive

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