[Verse 1]
I don't know who I see
Staring back at me
Through the smudges on the mirror
From the post-it notes that
You didn't mean, but I still believed
Why do I hold on when I'm just
Drowning myself in my sleep
[Pre-Chorus]
Liked me better back when you were ok with lying to me
[Chorus]
I've only had 3 moods for 2 months and 1 week
Alone, and confused, and empty
I've never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I'm breaking down and breaking up
[Verse 2]
Where do I go from here
Pull the calendar down
Full of things I planned for us that you won't ever know about
How did it seem so real?
I can't figure it out
Never been so sure of something that was burning to the ground
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't miss you, but I miss who I was with your arms around me
[Chorus]
I've only had 3 moods for 2 months and 1 week
Alone, and confused, and empty
I've never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I'm breaking down and breaking up
[Bridge]
Like me better back when you were ok with lying to me
[Chorus]
I've only had 3 moods for 2 months and 1 week
Alone, and confused, and empty
I've never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I'm breaking down and breaking up