f*ck the experiments. I'm f*cking done with medicine. I'm not - not f*cking stable. Oh well. I'll settle for this f*cking hell. My hell. f*ck the doctors and his degree. He's a pusher for the drug companies. I don't give a shit about the chemistry. I'm reclaiming my goddamn humanity. I'm not - not f*cking stable. Oh well. I'll settle for this f*cking hell. My hell. Not f*cking stable. Oh well. I'll take care of my f*cking self.