Skittles Lyrics

[Verse 1]
To be honest I'm a mess
I can't even train my thoughts
Tryna put myself together
But a piece of me is lost
If I broke inside and no one saw me cry
Would I be fine?
Feel my hope collide with stronger forces
Course its breaking mine
What's the point of having hope
If you know you can't see the light?
That's like showing me the rainbow
When my eyes are colour blind
Though I'm miserable and broken
If you ask I say I'm fine
Even though inside I'm dying
I feel like a waste of time
And they told me it gets better but I doubt it
They told me quit the cutting
I know I can't live without it
And maybe if I'm honest that's my fear
I could kill myself and I don't think
You'd even shed a tear

[Chorus]
I've been running for my life
All my life, yeah
I think I done lost my mind
Lost my mind, yeah
I've been running for my life
All my life, yeah
I think I done lost my mind
But I'll be fine

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone inside this world
All my friends are boring, they're at work or with their girl
I'm tryna keep me busy so I sleep or watch the TV
Ain't nobody checking on me, even though I'm feeling lonely
Lately I been in my feelings
Tryna get in with this girl
But every time we talk
I can't think of any words
The further down I fall
I'm only getting more depressed
Every time I hit her up
She leaves my messages on read
Like is it something I said?
Or am I just unattractive?
I know I gained some weight
But that's what happens
When you're trapped in
Emotion and social famine
You don't ration what you eat
Or maybe she don't like me cos
No Nikes on my feet
See I don't have much money
We live on the poor street
And I tried to get a job
My personality has flaws
Nobody wants to hire me I'm swelling with anxiety
I shake the bosses hand
He feels the sweat upon my palms you see
This is a cycle
Abuse myself cos I don't feel
I'm worthy of survival
My brain is working overtime
I'm always so exhausted
I'm truly dehydrated
Ain't no water in the faucet
Man this life is truly torture

[Chorus]
I've been running for my life
All my life, yeah
I think I done lost my mind
Lost my mind, yeah
I've been running for my life
All my life, yeah
I think I done lost my mind
But I'll be fine

[Verse 3]
Please don't get me wrong
I ain't saying nor insinuating
You're to blame it's
It's just a little hard to shake it
When your thoughts are always making
Every step you take mistaken
I'm tryna get some help
But life won't even give me lemons
I'm living life in hell
And I don't think I'll get to heaven
Cos maybe a sinner
And that's all I'll ever be
I don't deserve to live
And truly that's what's I believe
I think I'm falling into failure
Drug paraphernalia
All the things my parents
Told me not to go and do
Seem to be the only things
That get me feeling less blue
And I notice that I'm slipping
I just don't see any hope
It's like the more I try to float
I find a hole inside my boat
I been chasing after happiness
Like dogs and rabbits
It's my last attempt
At passing this
In my defence I've tried
And tried again
So let me breathe
I'll take a moment to concede
Sometimes a loving hand is all you need

[Chorus]
I've been running for my life
All my life, yeah
I think I done lost my mind
Lost my mind, yeah
I've been running for my life
All my life, yeah
I think I done lost my mind
But I'll be fine

[Outro: Joyce Tau]
I know I'll be fine

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