I'd hate to spoil it for you but
I'm happier than I'll admit
Getting dizzy in the stagnant water
Forcing myself to forget
Why the whispers are loud
When i try to drown them out
Why i don't believe you're real
Until you are
Are we always this cruel
To each other
Quick to move on
And slow to recover
You said you'd go anywhere for me
But i'm right here
I get what I get
I'll try not to quit
I'd rather feel nothing than full of regret
Now i'm drowning
You're not moving
How does it feel to feel nothing again
There's nothing here for me but
I'd love to be in your way
Can't you just keep me
Where i'll wanna stay