[Verse 1]
Everybody know what I do, everybody know how I do it
Everybody everybody sits in a booth, but not everybody wanna pursue it
Its been a long time since I've done heard some good music but my inputs long overdue
And I really need God to come through but im feelin like im all by myself in this game but I know that ain't true, I know that ain't true, yea
Man im in school tryna student but its ruined when I realize my career ain't had no movement in a minute
I ain't finished when I make a new record
Don't dismiss it but im feelin all these ways like
Need some SoundCloud digits, like
"gimme plays, show me rays, in these dark days
I don't want the praise I wanna raise attention to the grave"
Man we're empty and it feels just as dark as when He died
You ain't even know im tryna keep my optimist alive
I feel the negativity
Devil got his minions and im letting them all get to me
I don't understand why I don't see the relativity
Related to to the king of all the kings of all the kings and queens
Im tryna start a fire but im in and out the in between
Im turning sixteen in a second tryna live a dream
Instead im being blinded by the screen of all the devils schemes
My prayers have been asking God for light I think I see a theme
God you needa show me some light
Cuz im im lookin at this world and its so so hard to fight
Thank you for fighting for the hopeless and being indestructible but God I know that you hear our plight
I look at what's around me, see all of the agony
Im trusting in you God, but this stuff it really saddens me
The body's being broken you can call it bad anatomy
Please show some hope and let it shine at full capacity
[Interlude]
[Verse 2]
Ima just speak my mind, ima just speak my mind
Man its hard when im over here trying to grind
Don't even care if I get signed im steady shining my light
God is my might
This is more than tryna get by
This is more than just tryna survive
But yo im trying to thrive in this life yo
Not gonna lie man im dying from all if this strife yea God I really needa be revived
Im tryna be a witness, tryna be a witness
Every day
Every day, humbling myself going to you to pray
I know that I've been busy and been distant sorta as of late
Im hoping you grab my heart again before it runs away
I love you to the fullest I don't care what other people say
Hearing bout your love for me is great but got me feelin ways
Not enslaved but life up and down just like a tidle wave
But I know you are currently in charge don't let me float away
Man, I don't even no what more to say
I'm sittin over and I'm tryna trust in Jesus name
The versatility of sin got me goin insane
Got roadblocks every corner tryna get up in my lane
People don't feel me? no that's not ok
I wanna do something just to help out with the pain
Of people all around the world who out there stuck in chains
Tryna save a soul before I die and I decay
I'm trying to be an artist, trying to be the best that I can be
Trying to be an influence on all the people around me
Trying to be the light to others show them positivity
But I know that none of that in me I'll find it in the King
Started working on this project in the spring of 2016
'fore i even released panorama man now its routine
Take some time to meditate on God then start my writing thing
Something new to the table, that's what I am gonna bring