Diesel And Gunpowder Lyrics

Have you ever felt so alone that you wanted to just start again? And
you were sure if you could disappear then no one here would come find
you? Have you ever felt worthless because no matter how hard you
tried you could never live up to the standards that were set by people
who could never understand you? All they said were words designed to
manipulate you. Have you ever been so afraid that you might not have
the strength to hold on 'til you the morning to face another day with
eyes trained to see the ugly because they've only been shown pain? I've spent so many nights hopeless, lifeless, walking lost, looking to
pick fights with diesel trains. There has to be a better answer. There
has to be a better way than this. I've spent so many nights staring down
the barrel of the most selfish decision I ever could have made. There
has to be a better answer. There has to be a better way than this.
When things are at their worst try hard to remember: This struggle we
must all endure is a test of strength. Once you die it's over once you die
there's no second chance.

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