Self Infliction Lyrics

I feel the pain, everywhere i go.
Been insane, more than you'll ever know.
I'm not the same, since the day I let you go.
A blood vein, with nothing left to flow.

Words can't describe the motion that I made.
Like acid eating inside, my bones are now decayed.
This is a moment, where redemption is pointless to you.
I stretched the truth, but you already knew.
Betrayed, as you heard thunder, but saw no light.
You prayed, as I battled, but lost the fight.
I was infected, and just loosing myself.
Unexpected, I fell right off your shelf.

But There is no excuse, you were the best to me.
I hated myself for just lacking some honesty.
I must repair myself, won't be no cup of tea.
There is so much I hold, that tries to destroy me.

I remember like yesterday, I saw those eyes staring back at me.
So full of sorrow, you display a river of tears flowing out to sea.
I don't know what has gotten over me, a self destruction spree, I'm just a rotting tree.
I've got nothing left but self infliction.

We all know the past can't be changed.
We only grow, as lessons become exchanged.
In return, this heartburn makes me concerned.
Will my world stay curled, is that the lesson learned?
Afraid, as fate was pulling me down.
Outweighed, as those tears made me drown.
And you suspected a happy end to this.
But collected all, but one last kiss.

And there is no excuse, you were the best to me.
I hated myself for just lacking some honesty.
I must repair myself, won't be no cup of tea.
There is so much I hold, that tries to destroy me.

I remember like yesterday, I saw those eyes staring back at me.
So full of sorrow, you display a river of tears flowing out to sea.
I don't know what has gotten over me, a self destruction spree,
I'm just a rotting tree.
I've got nothing left but self infliction.

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