I feel tortured I feel worn down
through these dark days
by every breath I take by every footstep
I'm losing sight these night grow longer and longer
as shame fills my lungs
And I feel so close
I think I'll dive right in
I don't feel close to home
I'm about too
Dive right in, dive right in
To everything you said you'd never come back
After all these years
You still will disappoint me
I clench my f*cking teeth when you call my name
Oh, you can't destroy me
I'm everything you couldn't f*cking be
I've never felt so empty and alone
With you standing by my side
As my shadow grows larger my guts begin to rot
I'm becoming nothing
And I feel so close
I think I'll dive right in
I don't feel close to home
I'm about too
Dive right in, dive right in