Better Version Of Me Lyrics

[Verse 1]
You look at me as I am now and then extrapolate
You say there's good in me but I just want to amputate
The parts that make me sad
The parts I've never had
So I can start anew

[Verse 2]
I have a coping mechanism that I put in place
I remove every emotion from my hollow face
It's just a thing I do
It's just a thing I do
When I'm confused
[Pre-Chorus]
I have a feeling that I'm losing my mind
Cannot deny this is a difficult time
And yet I'm telling everybody I love
That I'm fine
I have to pull myself together again
Give something back to all my family and friends
It's such a pressure on my temporal lobe
But I still have hope

[Chorus]
I wanna be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day I'll be free
I'm gonna prove that I'm not already gone
I'm not delirious
I wanna be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day you'll be proud
Instead of saving me from every mistake
I'm deadly serious

[Verse 3]
And when you break it down you say it's psychological
I look at things in the wrong way I'm too illogical
And when it matters most
When it matters most
I fall apart
[Verse 4]
A broken heart, a broken soul, a broken everything
My inability to mend is at the root of it
If I could find a fix
If I could find a fix
To be a better me

[Pre-Chorus]
I've got a feeling that I'm losing my mind
Cannot deny this is a difficult time (Time)
And yet I'm telling everybody I love
That I'm fine (That I'm fine)
I have to pull myself back together again Give something back to all my family and friends
It's such a pressure on my temporal lobe
But I still have hope

[Chorus]
I wanna be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day I'll be free
I'm gonna prove that I'm not already gone
I'm not delirious (I'm not delirious)
I wanna be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day you'll be proud
Instead of saving me from every mistake
I'm deadly serious (I'm deadly serious)
[Bridge]
I'm gonna be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me
Be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me
Be who I need to be
(Be be be be)
Love who I wanna love
(Be be be be)
Live how I wanna live
(Be be be be)
Be a better version of me
(Be be be be)
Be who I need to be
Love who I wanna love
Live how I wanna live
Be a better version of me

[Chorus]
I wanna be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day I'll be free
I'm gonna prove that I'm not already gone
I'm not delirious (I'm not delirious)
I wanna be a better version of me
I have a vision that one day you'll be proud
Instead of saving me from every mistake
I'm deadly serious (I'm deadly serious)

[Outro]
I'm gonna be, be, be, be what I wanna be
(I wanna be a better version of me)
Love, love, love, love who I wanna love
Live, live, live, live how I wanna live
Be, be, be, be a better version of...