What you get and what you see
Things that don't come easily
Feeling happy in my pain
Icicles within my brain
(cocaine)
Something blowing in my head
wings of ice that soon will spread
there to freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold
My eyes are blind, but I can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free
I feel the snowflakes freezing me
Let the winter sunshine on
Let me feel the frost of dawn
Fill my dreams with flakes of snow
Soon I'll feel the chilling glow
Don't you think I know what I'm doing
Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong
You're the one who's really a loser
This is where I feel I belong
Crystal world with winter flowers
Turn my days to frozen hours
Lying snowblind in the sun
Will my ice age ever come?
For years I thought it meant something totally different. It's basically his love for the drug. He feels empowered by cocaine, & the clarity he finds from using it. Or thinks he does...