A silver plated numbing gum
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I've got the mood that seems to scare ya
I'm paranoid, self destroyed
Believe me lord I'm sorry
I've got the mood that seems to bury ya
I've got the nightmare called...
Schizophrenia
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
Becomes my hoooommme
Becomes my-he-ya-he-ya-he-y home
And I love it when you're holding me
You have a gentle way of calming
I haven't felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me
I bet you're waiting for a long sob story
Of how I was mistreated again
No, but no, I wasn't built that way
I was strong and desperately brave,
And I didn't mean to scareya...
Schizophrenia
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
The fever becomes my home
Becomes my hoooomme
Becomes my-he-ya-he-ya-he-y home
Becomes my-he-ya-he-ya-he-y home
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
I cry. I cry and I don't know why
It becomes my home
It becomes my home
It becomes my home
The fever becomes my home
Becomes my-he-ya-he-ya-he-y home
My home
My home
My home
This is how i feel most of the time dealing with this disease I tend to scare everybody new that comes my way untill they get to know me.