Dreaming, escaping, I'm falling to the sadness all on my own
Trying to run but I'm losing
Devouring the pills on my own
My feelings blurred like colors, dancing through a kaleidoscope
Fading memories in a hue of melancholy, were I happy or were I trapped?
It's hard to walk the same paths again and again, same patched road, same f*cking mistakes, same old conversation, “are you ok?” “I'll be fine” “it's all right”
Like the horizon at the ocean, still and calm, time passes, it waits for no man, I am afraid to die
My feelings blurred like colors, dancing through a kaleidoscope
Fading memories in a hue of melancholy, am I dead or am I alive?