Hey old friend, thanks for callin'
It's good to know somebody cares
And yeah she's gone, but I don't feel like talkin'
It might be just too much to bear
To hear somebody say it stops hurting
Or to hear somebody say she ain't worth it
'Cause you don't know her like I do
You'll never understand
You don't know what we've been through
That girl's my best friend
And there's no way you're gonna help me
She's the only one who can
No, you don't know how much I've got to lose
You don't know her like I do
I can't forget, I'm drowning in these memories
It fills my soul with all the little things
And I can't cope, it's like a death inside the family
It's like she stole my way to breathe
So don't try to tell me I'll stop hurting
And don't try to tell me she ain't worth it
Cause you don't know her like I do
You'll never understand
You don't know what we've been through
That girl's my best friend
And there's no way you're gonna help me
She's the only one who can
No, you don't know how much I've got to lose
You don't know her like I do
You don't know her like I do
You'll never understand
You don't know what we've been through
That girl's my best friend
There's no way you're gonna help me
She's the only one who can
No, you don't know how much I've got to lose
No, you'll never know how much I've got to lose
You don't know her like I do
So as I was driving home listening to this song and I was looking at the sunset and finally I just pulled over to get a better look and I realized that it's kinda like you. You don't always get to see it, but when you do it's beautiful and Damn worth the wait.. it never looks the same and its Loke an adventure not know what tomorrow is goin to look like.. and like you said you don't like to make plans ahead of time so that's just how you live, your life is just a giant adventure.. you might not know what's gonna happen one day but you know you'll try to enjoy it and make the best of it. Even though I would rather make plans cuz then I know its more for sure going to happen, that part of why I love how you function.. I might not always agree on the way you do things or how you say things but I just wanted you to know that every time we have a day like today I get a little more hope that this thing, whatever it is might actually go somewhere. And I really hope it does, because you make everything a lot easier. Its like how I can sleep after we talk because I get in the mindset that your actually there for me.. and I don't feel like I'm as angry around you and I just feel better when I'm with you. Another thing that actually makes me think that one day this all could work, is how yeah we can disagree and I can get mad at you, but I can't just stop talking to you we always work it out and at least to me I just feel like we are just getting stronger.. it's kinda like how people would make fun of us at school for our disagreements and say that we fight like a married couple.. I mean literally every time I see you it does something to me, it's like a fresh breath of air.. and you always catch me just looking at you, but I don't even notice that I'm looking at you I just get lost..so what ever happens with all this, if it works or doesn't.. I just want you to know that I love you with my whole heart and I always will and whatever guy you end up with is going to be a lucky man. Just make sure he treats you right don't stoop down to some low life, find someone who truly cares about you.. I'll love you forever Meghan..