I Think I'm Going Insane Lyrics

f*ck ahh,,,

oh I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm addicted to being hurt
it may seem berserk
but none of these stress relievers work
poppin pill after pill
trying to get my head straight
trying to over power the pain until the next day
but it aint happening I'm an addict thats half asleep
while the other half of me is trapped in a series of
bad dreams,
my current position was trippin on shrooms and acid
caps
until my eyes collapsed and suicide was an after math

Falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me
breathe
So please take away the pain that hurts me
I dont wanna be alone and thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain i have entrapped in me
cuz i dont wanna live my life inside this fantasy
so please take away the pain that fills me
i dont wanna be the one that kills me

I can't take this pain
cuz I'm DYING
I cant close my eyes
cuz I'm CRYING
cuz these pills have taken over my brain side effects
causes pain I think I'm going insane (INSANE)[x2]

I guess I'm insane indeed
cuz no matter what the f*ck I do you never seem happy
adapting to stronger drugs
larger quantites
killing myself constantly
my eyes start to bleed
the feeling of being alive just isnt enough
syringes I stuff
with heroine
im feeling the rush
inside of my veins and my brains fried from filling to
much
with drugs im willing to crush my chances of being in
love

falling down erasing memories you gave to me I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me
breathe
so please take away the pain that hurts me
I dont wana be alone an thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped in me
cuz I dont wana live my life inside this fantasy
so please take away the pain that fills me
I dont wana be the one that kills me

I cant take this pain
cuz I'm DYING
I cant close my eyes
cuz I'm CRYING
cuz these pills have taken over my brain side effects
causes pain I think im going insane (INSANE)[x2]

maybe because you made me that way
turned me into a monster I would of never became
creating thoughts of dying eventually severed my brain
irritate my veins
intoxicated my system
it went on for days
I had prayed for some wisdom
I wanted your f*cking opinion
so I'm making you listen
listen to all the pain ive been feeling recently
killed myself
and only now do you relize that you miss me

falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me
breathe
so please take away the pain that hurts me
I dont wana be alone and thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped in me
cuz I dont wana live my life inside this fantasy
so please take away the pain that fills me
I dont wana be the one that kills me

I cant take this pain
cuz I'm DYING
I cant close my eyes
cuz im CRYING
cuz these pills have taken over my brain side effects
causes pain I think I'm going insane (INSANE) [x2]

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