In my troubled mind
lives the cold hard truth
buried in lies to myself
of how I feel about you
sometimes I forget that you're gone
and how lonely losing you made
then your memory drops by
to remind me why I'm crazy
and I cry like a man shouldn't cry
it ain't easy being out of your mind
not a night goes by
I don't close my eyes
knowing thoughts of you will wake me
to remind me why I'm crazy
I can't keep a job, I'm my only friend
I'll tell me I'm doing okay
then reality kicks in
most times I don't know where I am
but you never seize to amaze me
how you find me
and remind me why I'm crazy
and I cry like a man shouldn't cry
it ain't easy being out of your mind
not a night goes by
I don't close my eyes
knowing thoughts of you will wake me
to remind me why I'm crazy
I got your memory
to remind me why I'm crazy