Hay, I'm ready.
Give me a sec to collect my thoughts,
I write them down and I dust them off.
Just some book on a shelf with a missing page,
And the front torn off.
I guess the words I made got in the way
And never got across.
I know we don't got much to say,
But I miss the days when we used to talk.
Waiting for change, but each day goes by,
I remind myself that our time got lost.
Do you ever think of me or not at all?
Hope hurts most when the truth's involved,
So just know, I hope you don't,
'Cause I do my best up against the wall.
I don't want to float through life, I wanna drown in it.
Break myself down, turn around in it.
Take it until I've had enough and then build it back up,
From the top to the ground again.
So go ahead and say what you need to say,
'Cause those words might have hurt me yesterday.
And dig deep in the cuts of my chest,
Just to find out that you'll never get the best of me.
So dear tragedy, have a seat,
I don't give a f*ck what you do to me.
'Cause yeah this light's going to burn out,
But I can't fall, never learned how.
And a light can hide when it's dark now,
I told a lie when the truth would've worked out.
There's nothing left for me to say,
And all my friends gave me away.
When every word has been unmade,
You hide your eyes and fall away.
If there's something left for you to say,
Some twisted words, a shattered phrase.
Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades,
Lied to your face, I'll never change.
(Lied to your face, I'll never change)
Lied to your face, I'll never change.
Yeah, am I sick of home, or just homesick?
Exhausting how I can't focus.
Adjust and go, flux and flow,
Smile so you don't notice.
'Cause right now, now's not a good time,
You don't want to know me on the inside.
Shadows move fast in a blackout,
Lost in a dark place, gone, but I'm back now.
At the start, wasn't no one there for me,
To care for me, I tiptoed carefully.
And yeah, you were looking to embarrass me,
But you move in the dark so carelessly.
And the worst thing? I miss you bad,
I hate myself for the times we had.
Tell me now what it's like to know,
Once you let go you can never get it back.
They say when no one believes you, believe yourself.
Stare in the mirror until you see yourself.
Crawl until you walk until you free yourself.
And when they start lending hands you won't need the help,
But I'm lost in the glare of the limelight,
Scared at the thought of my old life,
Phone in my hand and it's midnight,
All missed calls, guess I never got the time right.
So dear tragedy, have a seat,
I don't give a f*ck what you do to me.
'Cause yeah this light's going to burn out,
But I can't fall, never learned how.
There's nothing left for me to say,
And all my friends gave me away.
When every word has been unmade,
You hide your eyes and fall away.
If there's something left for you to say,
Some twisted words, a shattered phrase.
Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades,
Lied to your face, I'll never change.
(Lied to your face, I'll never change)
Lied to your face, I'll never change.
(Lied to your face, I'll never change)
Lied to your face, I'll never change.
And all my friends gave me away.
When every word has been unmade,
You hide your eyes and fall away.
If there's something left for you to say,
Some twisted words, a shattered phrase.