Verse 1:
Dear Heavenly Father
I know that we haven’t spoken in a while
I’m not the best child
I try to be, but this world I’m in
Poses- many extreme- difficulties
People walkin’ toward me- know that they phony
Disorder- comes from the enemy
Twisting my mind- to money as a shrine
Multiple women in my linens- feast like lions
The malicious- conspiring’- got my soul dying
Feel I’m insane- smoke in my brain
Not the type to complain- but the strain
Got me kinda scared- in this demented prayer
My spirit’s being torn to shreds
To directions I don’t wanna go next
Stuck in the center- this world’s dark etiquette
Only wicked vines are the roads- that’s presented
CHORUS 2x:
I can do all things through christ who strengthens me
Keep me from becoming like my enemies
Sacrifice my soul- to the world that’s cold
Till my body is a shell- just empty
Verse 2:
The shape of the globe- to me now has
The characteristics of a hex-agram
6 points of darkness- to make the heart rotten
Die from the inside- just a walkin’ carcass
Starts with Jealousy, envy, greed, anger, hatred & can’t forget cruelty
They say- tell me who you around- I’ll tell you who you are
But the world’s a small place- repaired in scars
And being around this- grow on ya
I can feel it creepin’ into my persona
In the back of my mind- I can hear at times
You wanna be the best- read around the lines
You can be a Criminal- they’ll call you monster
But you’ll get respect as a murderer & bank robber
You can be a rapist- break off yo thing
Go to jail- come out being a street King
CHORUS 2x:
I can do all things through christ who strengthens me
Keep me from becoming like my enemies
Sacrifice my soul- to the world that’s cold
Till my body is a shell- just empty
Verse 3:
They have to respect you cuz of ya rap sheet
And you can rap too- more cash more heat
45 hot glocks- sellin’ rocks on a block
Till the kids overdose- I get shot by the cops
You’ve given me a blessing- to want something’ more
But I’m not strong enough- at times, insecure
Then I get depressed- can’t spit like the rest
Hatin’ my position- can’t spit hard- your religion
Keeps me loyal- me you spoil
Teachin’ me of love- from your holiness above
I’m thankful- but trouble’s on the way
I need your grace- to get my mind out this place
I need your heart- cuz mine’s about to break
Keep me in your grace- please for my sake
For you to keep me strong- for my road to be blessed &
Lord Jesus Deliver- Me Under Heaven
CHORUS 2x:
I can do all things through christ who strengthens me
Keep me from becoming like my enemies
Sacrifice my soul- to the world that’s cold
Till my body is a shell- just empty