Loving A Lie Lyrics

Never been a fan of promises
broken dreams and all these tears
I'd rather have you hurt me with the solemn truth
I've been a dreamer all my life, now those dreams cut like a knife
because you killed me with a plethora of lies

Can't stand the smell of your cologne
can't be around anyone with it on
don't even like my favorite song
cuz you would sing it to me on the phone
Went to our favorite spot on the beach
and through that diamond ring in the sea
cuz it don't mean a thing to me
and I can't believe it

You got me out here lovin a lie, it's so deep you keep makin me cry
I'm wonderin why I gave you my life, when you don't even care about me
and now I'm out here lovin a lie, and I don't even know who you are
I gave you my love in exchange for these scars
and to think our love was a lie, when you say that you love me
a lie, when you say that you need me
a lie, when you hold when you squeeze me
I've been lovin a lie, when you say that you love me
a lie, when you say that you need me
a lie, when you hold when you squeeze me

let you in my family, now they're silly enough to believe
that the problem wasn't you this whole time it was me
I heard them say you only live once, but you robbed me of my chance to be young cuz now I'm afraid to love

don't wanna keep our mutual friends cuz I'm sick of tryna pretend
that you're really good to me when, you're just the opposite
don't wanna hear the messages, I erase em before I listen
I'll never play the fool again, I can't believe that you

You got me out here lovin a lie, it's so deep you keep makin me cry
I'm wonderin why I gave you my life, when you don't even care about me
and now I'm out here lovin a lie, and I don't even know who you are
I gave you my love in exchange for these scars

Would you lie, or tell the truth, I can't expect you never do
coming in after 2...I can smell the scent of her perfume
to my face, on the phone, is it the truth, I never know
think you slick, but it shows, you got me out here loving a lie

It's been so hard for me to see that loving you ain't loving me
It's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie
I gave you my love

You got me out here lovin a lie, it's so deep you keep makin me cry
I'm wonderin why I gave you my life, when you don't even care about me
and now I'm out here lovin a lie, and I don't even know who you are
I gave you my love in exchange for these scars

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