I get the feeling
I'm watching something
I've seen too many times before. Catching my way up to
feelings
I could never pay them off.
Provisional record my violence becoming red before
teaching myself and thinking I could never do it wrong.
Camera camera camera camera.
Hold still.
Keep on riding too far.
You ride it round in circles.
When people get tired they go ride it round in circles.
People go away again.
Now I'm feeling 'In Situ',
it's something I could never work before.
Working my way back to sane -
this I could never be again.
Follow what I never knew.
I could direct a film or guard all that is sacred to me.
I could shoot before the war.