[Verse 1]
I met God, just for a minute
Sat in His house, took a look around
And saw I didn't fit in
I tried love, gave me something to believe in
Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart
Just to end up leaving
[Chorus]
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
[Verse 2]
I got high (I got high)
You name it, I've tried it (You name it, I've tried it)
Sure, I'm sober now
And everybody's proud
But I miss my vices
And I tried to be your hero (And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice
I was your poster child
It was working for a while
But it didn't fill the void
[Chorus]
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy, find my happy ending?
[Post-Chorus]
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Find my happy ending
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Trying to find my happy ending