Phobia Lyrics

[Intro]
You are beautiful, but you don't see that
You don't see how, and that makes me sad
Please will you try to look through my eyes
To see what I see?
You matter to me

[Verse 1]
I feel I have to be perfect
To look like I'm 28 pounds
Fit into a size 2 dress
Sucks that my hips are too loud
Wish that I could only eat cupcakes
Sad 'cause it's too many carbs
I'll go cry in my closet
Starve more a little tomorrow

[Verse 2]
(Pressure) I feel it always
Just to keep up with the trends
Good enough, I've never felt that
Barbie looking for my Ken
Why, oh why can't you see me trying?
I'm trying so hard
Fighting, I'm losing this battle
What the f*ck do I do now?
[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, what is she?
She's not what I wanna see
When I look into her eyes, please lie, lie, lie
Mirror, what is she?
She's not what I wanna see
When I look into her eyes, please lie, lie, lie

[Chorus]
I got a phobia, ph-ph-ph-phobia
Scared up on the floor, I'm scared up on the floor
I got a phobia, ph-ph-ph-phobia
Scared up on my floor 'cause I can't be perfect Woe is me

[Verse 3]
I must look impeccable
I must make you stare
Look like a window mannequin
Watch me if you dare
Look at me, I'm really amazing
Perfect, I want to be skinny
I just gotta have it, even if I don't eat

[Verse 4]
I am a vision of beauty
I am the prototype diet
A never, neverending cycle
(I just want to eat)
Can you feed me a little?
Tell me I'm beautiful
I, I really need to hear it
Even if I can't believe it
[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, what is she?
She's not what I wanna see
When I look into her eyes, please lie, lie, lie
Mirror, what is she?
She's not what I wanna see
When I look into her eyes, please lie, lie, lie

[Chorus]
I got a phobia, ph-ph-ph-phobia
Scared up on the floor, I'm scared up on the floor
I got a phobia, ph-ph-ph-phobia
Scared up on my floor 'cause I can't be perfect
Woe is me

[Bridge]
Ph-ph-ph-phobia

[Chorus]
I got a phobia, ph-ph-ph-phobia
Scared up on the floor, I'm scared up on the floor
I got a phobia, ph-ph-ph-phobia
Scared up on my floor 'cause I can't be perfect
Please help me

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