Memories are what our reason is based upon
If we cannot face them we deny reason itself
Remembering's a misery I cannot stand to keep
The unbearable pain re-occurs within my sleep
Optimism keeps me alive
Without this conscience sanity would force me to die
Emotions are contained within my mind
An inescapable feeling that haunts me through time
A social failure, inferior to society
This life shall past, you'll die and I'll laugh
I'll help you die
Do you expect me to be like you
And your other self centered, so called friends
The question remains who am I to conform
It's you with the disorder, it's you that's deformed
Released form this state of confusion
Freedom from yourself
A mental disorder keeps up your hope
Conform with me and laugh at the killing joke
A social failure, inferior to society
This life shall past, you'll die and I'll laugh
I'll help you die