pull myself and the curtains off of the sheets.
last night steps desperate conversations.
i knew when i lost it.
i lost you.
its been years is this my way of saying.
sorry i pushed you too far?
i need to lose this edge and clear my head.
this is intense i need to clear my f*cking head.
our secrets kept behind closed doors, now revealed.
how many secrets have you shared with everyone?
don't throw me against the wall you hold my throat.
so i can't breathe so i won't breathe.
how could i have been so close?
those eyes weren't yours.
why won't i let you pull the stitches from my wrists,
like i've let you do so many times before?
i've only got one week to live