Drug Addict Lyrics

[Verse 1]
But I've been a drug addict since the seventh grade
And I've been a plug, damn it, there's a better way
And I've been a thug, running from the real in me
Was a time when nobody was feelin' me
I know how it is to be alone
Know that I'm missed, they need me home
Know that I'm s'posed to be the king
Got love in my mind beneath the snow
Know you gon' see me, hope you don't leave me
Walk with me, f*ck with me, smoke with me, be with me
See that I'm faithful to you, jaded and blue
Make in a year what they make in a June
I was taking the step to be sacred, in tune
With the other side, I was stuck in a gloom
I was suffering, bluest I've ever been
True, I need medicine, zooted, I bled again

[Chorus]
And I think I'm gon' die like this
Always wanna fly like this, get high like this
Always doing time like this
Always so tired like this, so tired like this
I think I'm gon' die like this
Always wanna fly like this, get high like this
Always doing time like this
Always so tired like this, so tired like this
[Verse 2]
Just when I be feeling like the baddest with the clique too
I be walking crooked when I'm led by the pitbulls
It's all for the scenic Walk with the fatherless, far from my demons
They talk when I'm leavin', talk when I'm fiendin'
The crocodile teeth, rotten and bleedin'
The cops know my name, lost all the meanin'
The rap was a form of my possible dreams and
I know I could make it shift
I'ma die with my name on an ancient script
Say what you want, but I made it flip
And got so f*cking high, taint the spliff
And get drunk off hate, cut off fakes
Cut off all that got cut off breaks
Cut my wrist and sip triple vodka
Lick the shit and then trip with monsters
Shift my thoughts to be a better guy
Rock the steel and let the metal fly
Rock the chips until I'm dead and gone
Pop the [?] when I'm well informed
Stop the hatred, stop the fake shit
Stop the cops, they not top, they faceless
Bought the base and whip pots to make this
Work to own, we not stopping, save us
[Chorus]
And I think I'm gon' die like this
Always wanna fly like this, get high like this
Always doing time like this
Always so tired like this, so tired like this
I think I'm gon' die like this
Always wanna fly like this, get high like this
Always doing time like this
Always so tired like this, so tired like this

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