[Verse 1]
Yeah, you remember how we used to be tight
We watched movies every night, we never usually fight
But nowadays you say you hate me, say I ruined your life
Well then it's f*ck you, I agree, so that makes two of us, right?
Yeah, you always act like you're this perfect person
I thought you were when I first met ya, now you're just an introverted version
Can feel the heat without the furnace burnin'
Like have you еver even had thе thought "I wonder if my words would hurt him"
See, you're abusive but you won't admit it
Can't tell nobody, they don't get it, cause you will put this image
Like you're someone else, you put a show on, you're a chauvinistic
You believe it so much, you don't know inside the cold and vicious
[Pre-Chorus]
But I don't know how long I'll take it
I didn't give my heart to you for you to go and break it
You make me wanna f*cking kill you and I hate it
But I don't know what else to do I'm running out of patience
[Chorus]
I always heard that has heaven and hell but didn't know it was true
Until I moved in with the devil and the devil ended up being you
[Verse 2]
So what did I do? Besides consistently always try to
Give you everything I had, so you could feel inside you
The love I had inside me, I gave the air that I breathed
I showed you what my eyes see and you just turn on your high beams
Now I don't get it, it's like you want me to feel
Like all the good things that I thought about you aren't really real
I'm just a bottle of emotions and I ain't properly seen
Instead of talking about it I put up a wall of a shield
I wish you cared for me the way I cared for you
I wish we started fresh and really live this fairy tale through
See I thought that we could fix this
That apparently ain't true, so my solution
Is the only thing that's scarier than you
[Bridge]
I'm sorry that I have to do this
But it's just my way of payback
For the years you were abusive
I grabbed my gun and put a bullet to her skull
Cause [?] after all
[Chorus]
I always heard that has heaven and hell but didn't know it was true
Until I moved in with the devil and the devil ended up being you