I’m in between two ways
I wanna escape and run away to pay for my mistakes
Oh god take me home now
I’m Surrounded by my regrets it reminds of all my secrets
And you can you hear me?
I know you remember my old faults
The reason why we don’t carry on
My dad said to me
This is not my history
But I felt so numb
Enough to want to jump
Nothing can’t stop me
I’ll run away
To pay for all my mistakes
To shake my thoughts away
I spoke in my head
I told myself your name
Then I forget
Forget all the shame
This town is killing me
I can’t believe what is in front of me
Oh God, take me home now
So sick of living, of watching people sharing their feelings
And how many times I
I used to be strong but I was wrong
I need safety in your caring arms
The sky’s over me
Searching for a chance to live
But I’m in hell
My fears will need you help
Nothing can’t stop me
I’ll run away
To pay for all my mistakes
To shake my thoughts away
I spoke in my head
I told myself your name
Then I forget
Forget all the shame
Stop and fix, the pictures of my life
To say, to say goodbye