5 AM Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Too many regrets, start over
My mind gone, my heart sober
My veins running with blue blood, white liquor, and dark soda
And white lies in dark moments
White pupils with glaucoma
They def with keys like behtoven
Then webmd my hangover
Then fade over with a red cup and a wet blunt feel my heart beating like quest love
Insecure tryna text drunk getting dressed up hop up in the whip like left nut
Conversations with an uber driver
Pools of liquor i'm a scooba diver
Paranoia, can't get any higher
Too many worries, akuna matata
Eating my brain, killing it off
I think that I'm suffering from memory loss
Misery loves company but company loves misery more
My phone in my pocket I'm anxious as f*ck
Thirsty I'm texting I'm making it flood
Empty void, replace it with drugs
Now I'm buzzed and I'm waiting for a buzz like f*ck

[Hook]

I texted her like [lex meesup]
(question mark?)
[Lets msetup]
(You're too drunk) [Nah I'm fine]
(Are you sure?)
[Lets meetup*]
With an asterisk cuz I'm too f*cked up
But I'm not f*cked up I just want her think that I'm gone off the drinks that are all in my gut
So these typos are shelters to feign that I'm numb
I'm paralyzed by your presence
I swear to god I'm terrified over analyzing my effort
So I sterilize it by texting
Cuz I'm staring at my imessage
Don't want her thinking I'm desperate
And I can't be forward and dial digits
You freeze me please be cryogenic
Your all I see in this room
Emotions deepen like Morgan Freeman I'm more than fiending for you
This force between us is orthopedic my bones are weakened with you
I'm always dreaming about you
I chose a sequence with you
I approach in slowmo through smoke and snow-globes and stole the evening with you
But here I am in, high and alone
Scared of rejection — I hide in my phone, I guess I'll just wait till it's 5 in the morn

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