[Verse 1]
I was in a headspace, wasn't easy for me
To hold you in my sight
You had much to say, I had much to drink
I was blinded by the light
So I do, I try
'Cause we took all the time
Oh why, tell me why
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause now don't you see me
Standing alone in the cold in this dark
You're playing with my heart
Back to your apartment
And nobody's home
I would've know that it would be this hard
[Chorus]
The mistakes that I've made
It builds up with the shame
And it complicates my life
And I try to deny
Watch you fall from your eyes
And I complicate this love
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I try
Oh, I try
No, I try
Yeah, I try
I try
[Verse 2]
She said, "He's a little like you, you're a littlе like him
And I don't wanna have to choose bеtween my heart and my head"
So many words left unsaid
I'm a little like you, you're a little like me
I'm terrified 'cause maybe it's the end for me and him
But you taught me right
[Pre-Chorus]
And I hope you see me
Standing alone in the cold in the dark
You held me close that night
And it's a heavy feeling
To cover the holes of my heart
'Cause I can't fill them up inside
[Chorus]
Oh, the mistakes that I've made
It builds up with the shame
And it complicates my life
And I try to deny
Watch you fall from your eyes
And I complicate this love
[Post-Chorus]
But I try
No, I try
Yeah, I try
Yeah, I try
I try
[Bridge]
And I just wanna sit there and hold ya
Tell me how am I supposed to
Ooh and I try, I try, I try again
Tell me how am I supposed to fix it
When I'm terrified 'cause I, I
[Outro]
I was in a headspace, wasn't easy for me
To hold you in my sight
You had much to say, I had much to drink