Alone By Myself Lyrics

(HOOK)
I wouldn't be standing alone tonight (repeat 4x)

(VERSE 1)

A project kid with anger inside
Look close you can see the pain in my eyes
How many years it was bottled up
I never could cry
9 years old praying
Asking god why
But I never got a answer
So as I got older
I had a chip on my shoulder
Can't count how many times I wish my life was over
Dad and moms fighting over and over
Growing up I seen it all
I came from the bottom
Because of my skin color
Everyone wanna doubt him
You couldnt walk in my shoes
Or survive this far with everything I been thru
I gotta reason why I act this way
Just take a minute and listen to what I have to say
I know I aint perfect and got some f*cked up ways
Looking in the mirror like damn I gotta change

(HOOK)
I wouldn't be standing alone tonight (repeat 4x)
(VERSE 2)

I talked to doctors
They even try to write me prescriptions
But to tell you my life
Who the f*ck is you to listen
Like you truly care
Who the f*ck is you kidding
I was only 14 locked up in the system
Moms told me next stop is a grave or a prison
Wish I can just start from the beginning
Any day is a given with a anger condition
I just black out
And don't remember what I did
Having thoughts of me slicing my wrist
Feelin like the only one goin thru nights like this
And ever since my dad died
It only got harder
Every time I get up
I just keep on fallin
Happiness was something I aint never see often
Before I see that I'll prolly see a coffin
Anti social
Speak when spoken too
You wouldn't understand what I'm goin thru

(HOOK)
I wouldn't be standing alone tonight (repeat 4x)

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