Pillow Man Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft
Tryna save this hip-hop shit and disperse of the trash
But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses
I've trashed
Were meant to benefit my future, I'm uncertain it has
I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash
Cuz as soon as I became a brand my own purpose was
smashed
I'm feelin' nervous in fact, I got no urges to rap
I don't think my f*cking life can get more worthless
than that
I see these niggas blowing up, who never do got the
proper game
Niggas who f*cking suck, Gucci and Wacka Flocka Flame
Niggas who makin' bucks, someone tell me I'm not insane
Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a bitch ass nigga and
rob his chain
Dang! I thought I had it figured out
See I panic and I pout, yo I've had it man, I'm out
God damn it, this shit's a clout
I'm the baddest thing no doubt
But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til I shout

[Hook]
How come the world is always quit to turn a back on me
Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall
asleep
I'll be in your dream
Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man
I'll be in your dream
Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man
I'll be in your dream

[Verse 2]
You all assume I'm evil, but actually I'm so nice
I've always been the lover boy like practically my
whole life
Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me I don't know
why
I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by
I knew a bitch who I would go pick up when the day
starts
A bitch who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate
park
A bitch who I was making out with up in the graveyard
The same bitch who went and left my ass with a slayed heart
She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and
poppin' bottles
Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of cock yo
The biggest slut from Loveland Colorado
f*ck a ho that’s Hopsin’s motto my heart is vacant, you
knock it's hollow
She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside
Her vagina then he just split and messed up her f*ckin'
life
Now she hits me up and I say, "Go suck a nut, goodbye"
All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love
supply

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
To live a decent life what all is it take
I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the
place
And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to
break
And just involve me to hate I'm in a nauseous state
And shit it probably is fake but who's in control of it
me or god
Is he the cause of why am I here the reason's odd
I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads
But y'all don't see the flaws I code it up to keep it
raw
And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet
Don't ever get recognized when they dope at it
So they go back to the block hustlin' and dope addicts
Some niggas got the effect and some niggas don't have
it
Yo I'm at my last tears cuz everytime I think I'm not
the matrix
I get sucked right back in
But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in
me remains
Cuz the talent that I've got is way too cold to be
contained

[Bridge]
No, no
What did I do to deserve this?
No, no
I don't even have a purpose
No, no
What did I do to deserve this?
No, no
I don't even have a purpose

[Hook]

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