SomethingÂ's gonna change I know it will
To erase the pain, I pop these pills
I do so much that it donÂ't seem real
To hide the way I really feel
They donÂ't give me a handling
So what am I gonna have when IÂ'm at the end
WhereÂ's my fam all I have is my friends
I donÂ't know my dad but IÂ'm just like him
My mama told me to learn from all of her stories
But instead I just I sit and think in
I just drink down all these 40Â's
Hoping thatÂ's gonna cure it all, all
All I needÂ's a little more alcohol
Pack above, down the loose
Then I might feel tough
[Chorus]
They say everything gonn happen for a reason
IÂ'm just hoping things gonn happen for me
While IÂ'm looking for something to believe in
IÂ'm hoping they believeinÂ' in me
And I donÂ't know where all this gonn go
IÂ'm just praying that IÂ'll never loose control, oh, oh, oh
And one day everything will come through
And youÂ'll all know the story of a boy, a boy named Hue
Tryna find the real in all this fiction and fake
Gossip and hate, but listen, f*ck you
IÂ'm gonna choose my own faith
Cause I ainÂ't got none but a wild ass dream
That me and my team weÂ'll one day be kings
Be on big screens, have fans scream
Have model bitch skin all on my jeans
IÂ'ma have everything but thatÂ's just a hunch
No more jokes, IÂ'm not no Â...
IÂ'ma have any chick that I want
f*ck actress, hoes like youÂ...
IÂ'ma work my ass up, cause IÂ'll only get this once
Learn to do it on my own
Cause I ainÂ't come from a grady bunch
[chorus]
They say everything gonn happen for a reason
IÂ'm just hoping things gonn happen for me
While IÂ'm looking for something to believe in
IÂ'm hoping they believeinÂ' in me
And I donÂ't know where all this gonn go
IÂ'm just praying that IÂ'll never loose control, oh, oh, oh
And one day everything will come through