Faded - Los Angeles (existen) Lyrics

"Faded"

[Verse 1]

I ain’t scared to fall
I gotta stand tall
Even through it all
I mean it hurts
Me and moms we don’t talk that much
I don’t even get to tell her how I feel that rush
When I’m on stage
Did you ever go and feel that touch
Probably not
Can’t relate
I don’t chill that much
I be alone
While u wilding out in the club
I be at home
Na don’t wanna answer the phone
I don’t really wanna talk
Or deal with crazy textes
From these lil jump offs
Or my crazy exes
Don’t’ relay the message
I’m just Thinking of life
Pondering on my decisions
Hope I’m living it right
Dats what I’m on

[Verse 2]

Too much on my mind
I’m just needing to vent out
Cuz some days are hard
They just taking ur strength out
got tired of the day dreams
Bringing the benz out
Impatient but life’s just stretching the length out
Of hatred
Feel I’m stuck in the matrix
A lot of new faces
And nothing’s left sacred
Before it gets better, say you’ll feel less well
And forget about the drama with me and my ex girl
Shit is hell
And we can’t erase the past
And that couldn’t end no way but bad
Now we both caught up and we have regrets
Arguments heating up and they filled with threats
But I gotta move on, tho I’m filled with stress
She’s a great girl and I only wish the best
looking for a calm resolution in the worst way
voices in my head say

"Los Angeles (existen)"

[Verse 1]

You know I’m buggin right
You gotta know bout this dream
I had the other night
I was tossing – turning Watching everything I ever loved start burning
Yearning
Screaming at the top of my lungs
But nobody could see where the screams come from
I’m numb
Stopped feeling
When I started illing
And lord willing
I can make a killing
yet money doesn’t solve it all
But it solves most of it
It stops the fall
See the money that I’m making
Can stop it all from breaking
And everything I’m taking
Can stop from ever making
A wrong turn
And even tho some burn
The young learn
To hold down to all of they gunz firm
The sun burn
Will hurt many
Even the man that has plenty
Started with a penny
Automatic like a semi
When it lets off-
I sweat the stress off-
And get the best off
Den try to take the best course
And never give em less force
I’m focused
And from the start that’s always been the plan
Its hard to keep up with expectations and demands
But I still continue forward cuz I can
Iam a man
I close my eyes and feel the breeze while stepping in the sand
maybe I was born to take a stand
maybe for these grandz
i’d be willing now to do it all
and I am
maybe this is where its all headed
maybe if I get it
i let it
ruin me
or maybe I’ll regret it
maybe I would trade it all
for a little credit
maybe I can dead it
straight up pick up
from where I left off
it’s like a stick up
my soul is getting richer
intensity off the richter
maybe they were trying to hard to fix us
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