I ignored the voices in the wind
Though they roared
Determined to pretend
Through it all
I saw my world descend
Endlessly night
I don't even know if I was wrong or right
Living in a world without lightI thought if I could
hide
Then everything would go away
But no-one ever wins that way
It doesn't matter what you say
It's going to happen anyway
And I'm not supposed to cry
Am I?
Through it all
I drifted through the years
JD, Gin, the wine the drugs the beers
Shutting out
My deepest darkest fears
I nearly drowned
I recall the voices in the wind
Nearly floored my closest bestest friend
It was an endless fight
Living in a world without light
I thought if I could hide
Then everything would be OK
But no-one ever wins that way
It doesn't matter what you say
Yes I thought if I could hide
Then at least I'd keep my pride
But no-one ever wins that way
It doesn't matter what you say
It's going to happen anyway
It doesn't matter what you're saying
You think it's a garden
I know that it's not
You think that you're gods
And I know that you're not
I don't even know if I can make a stand anymore
I don't know why I'm bothering to make a stand anymore
I don't even know if I can make a stand anymore
Sometimes
All the rules and all the lies
All the lives you sanitise
We're off our heads and it's no surprise
Living in a land without light