You're right I've lied, one to many times before
I'm right that I've been so selfish
I've tried to find ways for my own body to stand still
But I can't keep my hands to my side
All they wanna do is touch, and my mouth it talks to much
My eyes they see everything...
Like the fact I can't explain the one thing I need to say
So I'll keep it here with me, so I can...
So I can try...
Try to be more obvious, and lie and tell me I'm right again.
Cause I swore that I'll be just fine when you're gone
But my body misses you like the sun
But something inside still feels wrong
Maybe it was you all along.
There's not much I can say
When my tongue digs all my own graves
And my legs don't wanna carry me through
So I'll keep it down this time, and I'll try and stay in line
Cause weve all had our nights that... I can't remember
So I do what I am told, and if LOVE really does exist
I'd run till I broke, bruised and battered... all my bones
To try to make it obvious and,
Learn how to make it right again...
Cause I swore that I'll be just fine when you're gone
But my body misses you like the sun
But something inside still feels wrong
Maybe it was you all along.
And my minds figured out not to let you into my dreams
And there's a MONSTER under my bed who will take care of me
While my fingers they hold pictures that my HEART can't believe
And my lungs are so clever, they don't need me to breathe
Cause I swore that I'd be just fine when you're gone
But my body shakes like you were a DRUG
But something inside still feels wrong
Cause I swore that I'd be just fine when you're gone but my,
My body misses you like the sun
But something inside still feels wrong
Maybe it was you all along
Maybe it was you all along
Maybe it was you
This is Jaime saying that he let her go because he though he didn't need her but in the end his love for her is too strong to go without her so now that he's without her he feels that there is something inside him the he just can't fill so until someone takes her place or she comes back, he's praying for the latter, he will be unable to be completely happy. And inside he feels this guilty like it's his fault.
*just my interpretation I don't know*