[Verse 1]
I am alone, thinking about you
When the flashbacks hit, they never miss
Tear out my soul trying to fix myself
But I can't help that I'm just a shell
[Pre-Chorus]
And we're still friends but I still beat myself up
Over nothing but the fact that I gave us up
[Chorus]
Now I am fighting, I'm fighting myself in the rain
I wish I could tell you, tell you that we'll be okay
But I guess that everything's just chaotic right now
And I don't think I will ever get the chance to love
[Verse 2]
I see your tears, you know as well
That this ain't safe, so I'll break the spell
Who am I now?
Don't hand me the crown ‘cause you're the queen, I will always bow
[Pre-Chorus]
And we're still friends but I still beat myself up
Over nothing but the fact that I gave us up
[Chorus]
Now I am fighting, I'm fighting myself in the rain
I wish I could tell you, tell you that we'll be okay
But I guess that everything's just chaotic right now
And I don't think I will ever get the chance to love
[Bridge]
You join me in the street and say everything is fine
I don't think I'll ever love, but that's alright
Now kiss me one more time as I say goodbye
Just show your pretty face, you're no longer mine
I wish that I could say that we'll be fine
But I'm just so sick, I'll make you cry
Now kiss me one more time as I say goodbye
Just show your pretty face, you're no longer mine
[Chorus]
Now I am fighting, I'm fighting myself in the rain
I wish I could tell you, tell you that we'll be okay
But I guess that everything's just chaotic right now
And I don't think I will ever get the chance to love
[Chorus]
Now I am fighting, I'm fighting myself in the rain
I wish I could tell you that I'm just a girl on a chain
But I guess that everything's just chaotic right now
And I don't think I will ever get the chance to love