[Verse 1]
My heart's a wreck
I'm so damn torn
I Just feel like i can't go on no more
My life's a mess
And that's for sure
It just always seems to get so much worse
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I Think a lot that's all i do
I Think about how much i feel so used
And after all is said is through
I Think that you can say you feel it too
[Chorus 1]
I Don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I Can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling
Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I Don't want to be me
I Don't want to be me
[Verse 2]
I Know that you don't think of me
Maybe it's time that i should finally leave
Cause why would i ever matter?
When i'm just another face in the crowded room
[Pre-Chorus 2]
And what is love? it's a f*cking lie
Some nights i just wanna cry out my eyes
Cause all that's said has been said before
Now i know that this is torture
[Chorus 2]
I Don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I Can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling
Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I Don't want to be me
I Don't want to be me
[Bridge]
I Told you that i'd never be fine without you
And i know that i can't make it through another day the same
But i used to get out of bed and be happy
But now i just see myself in the mirror and i'm angry
Cause i can't look myself in the face
Cause i hate my face and my face hates me
And i know that you think that i'm great
But i'm just a waste of space lying on the field
[Chorus 3]
I Don't want wanna feel this way
Everything's torturing me
I Can feel it on my sleeve
Anxiety is crippling
Take your razor and drag it through
Make sure you feel so used
I Don't want to be me
I Don't want to be me
[Outro]
I Don't want to be me
I Don't want to be me