The burning that runs deep down within
Scorning my insides, a wide awake trauma
My mind bares resemblance to insanity
Running in the blood, that flows inside me
Runs in my blood, inside
I can't live a life, live my life without direction
What will become of my life's indecision?
To live without meaning
Nothing to gain, I live no longer
The light that shone through my eyes has been extinguished
No purpose or ambition
I've lost the will to find myself with no purpose or ambition
I've loved and I've lost through the fault of my own
I can't deny I deserved nothing more than this
I've lived a life of disgrace and shame
Yet lived a life I've loved time and again
The days go by I'm feeling less and less
Yet I'm feeling stronger
My mind is a victim of life's excess
Scorns my insides, a wide awake trauma
No! f*ck!
My karma's been spent
Time and again
Yet I'm punished further
Yet I'm punished further
I'm punished
Time and again