Love And Other Drugs III Lyrics

‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

Verse 1:
I guess it's back up to her old ways
Old habits die hard that's what they all say
She wants to take it back up to the old days
But to me that's more admitting defeat, and I call that bitter sweet
See that's an oxymoron she's out of Oxy's she need more of ‘em
Settles for some Roxy's 30 milligrams snorts ‘em
I just get her coffee and tell her she's so important
‘Cause now we at a point of no return it's so distorted
And this monster I created
I get home from tour and she constantly gets faded
But I can't even sleep unless i'm partially sedated
So if she needs to place the blame on me, that's fine i'll take it, but she won't ever cave in
I should send her on vacation, and I don't mean the Caymans
I'm thinking 30 day stay, re-habilitation
She's just so impatient that would be a waste of payment
Probably take her all less than a day to get to skating
Instead of running away you need to stay
Can't chance dreams if you running in place
No problems being solved or progression at all
It's not a victimless crime when it's affecting us all
(Chorus)
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

(Verse 2:)
Of course it's back up to my old ways
Old habits die hard that's what they all say
To be honest honesty that's not my forty
But that's what happens when you go and try to force change
Now think about it
You don't think I feel more ashamed brought on more pain
Stuck at home with no hope while he's out reaching more fame
Man that shit ain't' really fair, he don't really care
How can he say that he's supportive when he's never really here
Kyle's got away with words know how the mind works
Distracts from his own issues by claiming that mine are worse
Manipulating situations gets the final word
And nobody ever questions ‘cause all they followers, and it works
And shit he's just as bad
Adderall to write raps with no script for that
That's a felony per pill man he's risking that
But justifies that he ain't getting high, it's not meth
Everybody's so passive aggressive when they in passing
Like the only adjective they give me now's an addict
Now my only status is a human outcasted
The catch is, more pills prescribed so they just cash in
This monkeys on my back the circus never leaves town
The only form of movement in this rabbit hole is down Ships crashing all around if I grab a hold i'll drown
That's the irony in searching for help in what surrounds
I know he's only with me, because he feels guilty
Can't even say he loves me no more and thats what kills me
Look me in my eyes can't even stare in my face
Well save your pity cause I'm not your little charity case
Just let me go
(Chorus)
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

(Verse 3)
It's always back up to your old ways
Old habits never die that's what i'm gone say
Been here a long time and i'm gone stay
‘Cause if it's left to the free will of man, I always get the upper hand
Drunk man's words, well that's a sober man's thoughts
See I'm really helping everyone be everything their not
And you can have it all too, it's just a little cost
What's some serotonin lost when you feel more like a boss
The war on drugs? That's a laughable one
People want it they gone get it, that's just half of the fun
Supply and demand. Capitalism 101
The American Dream is drug fiends and guns
And why were on the subject discussing this very topic
I find it so disgusting politicians try to stop it
Pharmaceutical checks, they sniffing vics up in they office
Whole system is corrupt, my role is just microscopic
What f*ck they do they expect from a persons intent
They come in with splinter you give them scrips of Percocet
Now they're whole life is set more then personal debit
I'm not the only one with blood on my hand when a person's dead
And f*ck Kyle, yo tell him get down off that high horse
He get's high too, don't know what the f*ck he crying for
Really the only difference between _____ and him
Ain't nothing but status, see they ain't nothing but addicts
Traveled the world off of rhymes, it was me he glorified
I deserve some more credit instead him spreading more lies
There relationship was toxic way before just all the toxins
Then they wanna scapegoat me for all they problems
But still I never let them leave
The people who get clean, well they few and far between
My point is, trying to fight me is pointless
I got them all dependent on me and they know I'm poison
… and that's the definition of love
(Chorus)
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

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