Break my body down
Pull Me into the ground
I'm stuck in a cycle
Praying I f*ck up it all
The things I put myself through
Makes my skin crawl
Placing bets on how long I'll stay
And I always lose
What's the point, I can't even keep
Them from turning me loose
What am I doing
Where has the time gone
Can't fall asleep til dawn
Trapped in a dream and I can't wake up
All I want is a mouth that stays shut
Put it all on my shoulders
I'm overcome by the weight
Break my body down
I'm stuck in this cycle
Praying the worst shit happens
Days pass
And I don't know
U where my brain has been
Waking up and can't look in the mirror
When I look back all I see is failure
Stones tumble to wear off the rough
Just feel like I'll never have enough
Pieces break again and again
Who really wins?
Because it's never me