[Verse 1]
I want life, I want death
I want hope, I want rest
I want love, I digress
I confess, I'm a mess
I really want all of my sensories to overload
I really want you to understand my undertones
I want highs, I want lows
I won't choose, I want both
I want lies, I want truth
I won't hide to my youth
I really want to expose you in every way
[Chorus]
Oh, how I hate this! I can't contain it!
I won't restrain it, you make me say:
"f*ck this, f*ck you, f*ck your insecurities!
f*ck your fabricated sense of loyalty!"
[Verse 2]
I want [?], I want [?]
I want death, I want sex
I'm obsessed, get undressed
Now caress me, impressed
Undo[?] my body, unless you have another way
Profess your thoughts and suggest the things you want to say
I want pain, I want gain
I want loss, I'm insane
I want love, I digress
I confess, I'm a mess
I really want you to know me from the inside out
I really want you to hate me for what I'm about
[Chorus]
So you've got me, you've got me claimed
You've got me all caught up in chains
By my heart, by my hands, by my head
Being led to my death, to my grave
[Chorus]