Flashback Lyrics

Always despise myself for all the lies
How could I ever do that to you?
Do that to you
So tell me now do you feel no pain?

I feel like I'm drowning in anxiety
Can't sleep can't eat
I have to focus just to breathe
Flashback to the day it all started
Would you ever believe we'd tear each other apart?

I can't stand to look back at that time
Or who I am in your eyes
It breaks me down into exactly who
I don't wanna be
Yea you were right I was dying ugly
And pulling you under with me

So years later will you act like this
Like it never happened like I never existed
If letting go is what you want me to do
Show me how to move on
Teach me to be like you

So tell me now do you feel now pain?
Fast forward to the day it all ended I was poison to you
Believe me I got the message

I can't stand to look back at that time Or who I am in your eyes
It breaks me down into exactly who
I don't wanna be
Yea you were right I was dying ugly
And pulling you under with me

So years later will you act like this
Like it never happened like I never existed
If letting go is what you want me to do
Show me how to move on
Teach me to be like you

You kept your word
You stood your ground
Though I am lost
I'm more than thankful you've been found
Stop the cycle
Kill all of my lies
Tell me to burn down my disguise
Don't gotta tell me twice

Always despise myself for all the lies
How could I ever do that to you?
Do that to you

So years later will you act like this
Like it never happened like I never existed
If letting go is what you want me to do
Show me how to move on
Teach me to be like you

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